Aktiviti Masa Lapang

6:16 pm

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jelita tengah bosan n malas nak study. ngantuk plak rasa. nak tido la kejap. daa.

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Ever The Same

11:40 am


jelita mood x stable arini. nasi kerabu x dpt lagi. jap lagi nk kuar ngn amie (kwnku yang ayu). kitrg nk g hunt nasi kerabu. jom sing along with jelita..

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like someone broken
And I couldn't tell you, but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you, forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us man...
This doesn't need to be the end!

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
And I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only
give you love

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same

Ever the same

somebody help me pls....really2 miss him....

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Nasi Kerabu

1:45pm

untuk pengetahuan kejadian ni berlaku pada petang jumaat.
tiba2 je jelita mengidam nasi kerabu. rasa cam dah lama sgt x makan nasi kerabu. pak cik kelantan yang jual nasi kerabu kat pasar malam tu pun dah xde skang. so jelita fikir nak ajak kak tasnim g makan nasi kerabu dekat al-amin walaupun kat situ x sedap sgt. sambil berfikir2 n sambil tengok tv petang tu dengan iwa, keluarlah iklan Angels And Demons. terus otak jelita dapat idea nak ajak bayani g tengok citer tu malam semalam.

so around 8, kitorang pun bertolak. kitrg tu adalah jelita, iwa, bayani, kak aelis n farid. kitrg plan nk g mkn dulu sblm g msk panggung. sampai2 je kitrg trus g beli tiket dulu. yang ada tiket pukul 910 tapi seat die suma tinggal yang front seat je. lama betol kitrg fikir2 kat situ. luckily, at last encik kaunter tu ckp die bleh release dh reserve tiket. so dpt la jugak kitrg seat yg besh mlm tu. ms tu jam dh 845. dalam hati jelita dah fikir konfim x sempat nk g makan dulu ni. perut agak lapar la masa tu. so disebabkan takut lambat masuk kalau g makan, maka jelita n bayani decide utk makan hotdog 1901 je. huhu sungguh sadis. tapi xpela kan kenyang jugak. dalam hati jelita sedih la jugak coz mengidam nasi kerabu x abih lagi.

abih tgk citer dah nak dekat pukul 12. citer pun besh n perut pun dah kenyang. mata pun dah stat nak tutup je. tapi kak aelis n farid x makan ape2 lagi. so kitrg pun g la cari mana2 kedai mamak yang x ttup lagi. dpt la jelita pekena roti telur plak tgh mlm td dkt D Mamak Corner. bukan nak wat iklan kat sini ek. x sedap pun. hehe.

so ari ni kempunan jelita x abih lagi. x dpt lagi makan nasi kerabu. sedih2. ada sape2 nak belanja jelita makan nasi kerabu yang sedap x? hihi.

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Happy or Not

11:45pm


pagi tadi dalam pukul 9 nama jelita dipanggil...dah sampai turn jelita rupenye. jantung berdegup laju gila. tak sempat nak jawab soklan pakwan pun before masuk tu. malas la nk citer in detail time end posting ophthal tadi. but overall...im SCREWED!!!. rasa cam hopeless sangat2. kalau cakap x sedih memang tipu la kan. tapi jelita sedar diri la dengan tahap kemalasan untuk membaca yang teramat maka berpadananlah dengan tahap tidak tahu menjawap soklan itu.

so around 10 sumthing, jelita pun balik bilik. exam dah habis. tawakal jela kan. ingat nak tido. tapi bile teringat balik pasal exam terus xde mood nak tido. so jelita mengurangkan pembaziran masa dengan menyiapkan e-portfolio. then around pukul 12 lebih mr postman pit pit kat depan umah. rupe2nye barang yang jelita order dah sampai. yeah so excited sampai lupa dah psal exam yang hampeh tadi.

n around 8pm, jelita dapat mesej dari teman lama (syed classmate mrsm dulu). terkejut jelita bila baca mesej tu. syed bagi tau yang one of our classmate dulu, nik asmah a.k.a semoh baru accident. bunyinya macam kritikal coz fracture of neck and she cannot move now. sangat kesian dengan semoh. jelita thot nak call her but at dat time dah pukul 10. rasa macam x patut lak kacau orang sakit. so jelita call esok pagi jela ek.

and esok jelita have full day off. hooray!!...sonoknye. x payah g kelas. so boleh bangun lambat. haha. buruk betul perangai. hilang kejelitaan. but today, macam2 benda yang jadi. in the end xtau patutkah jelita bersedih atau bergembira?
till then, before tido jangan lupa muhasabah diri ok.





nota kaki: sama2lah kita mendoakan moga nik asmah cepat sembuh. amin. and again i miss him a lotz!!

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EOP Ophthalmology

Sabtu-3.34pm

patutkah jelita tulis blog di saat ni. memang x patut pun (dalam hati jela). tersangatlah malas untuk study ophthal. kenape jelita x suka ophthal? sebab ENT lagi besh. boleh ek camtu? diorang cakap ophthal ni ade orang fail. itupun dah gerun dengar. ade plak OSCE n MCQ plak. last friday time dekat ward dgn dr Nagi, muka die cam x puas hati tengok kitrg. banyak kali dia cakap "dis is ur third week. u gonna finish d posting next week n only have 3 more days left. u shud noe all these by now".n macam biasa jelita n grupmates wat muka x bersalah je. xde siapa pun nak jawab soklan die. lastly die cakap "so im d one who give d questions n im d one who answer it huh?". hehe maafkan kami ye dr Nagi. kami memang malas nak jawab soklan. xtau pun jawapannye ape.huhu.


apepun jelita cuma nak bagi tau yang jelita malas nak update blog sampai abih end posting. tapi lepas tu dah nak masuk posting medicine. gerunnya. x tipu tau. memang kecut perut nak masuk medicine. dah x boleh nak rilek2 macam sekarang ni. perlu sedar diri dah ni. exam final pun dah dekat la tu maksudnya kan. tolong semua doakan jelita ek.

itu saja jelita nak tulis kali ni. daa~







nota kaki: rindunya dekat DIA

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Unwell Volume II

Khamis-4:26pm

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be

How I used to be




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Unwell Mode

Isnin-4 May 2009-11.17 PM

hari ini jelita sangat malas untuk buat ape2. tekak still pedih2 sampai dah terkeluar sputum stained with blood. poyo je kan. kepala pun berdenyut2 x berenti2. hari tu masa cuti banyak plak kudrat jalan2 kat sunway pyramid n midvalley kan. hehe. yeah mungkin jelita perlu sambung cuti lagi supaya kurang sakit. boleh ke camtu?

bangun lepas subuh pagi tadi, kepala macam pusing2 (plus malas nk iron labcoat) so dengan tekad yang teguh jelita buat keputusan untuk tidak pergi ke hospital pagi tadi. lepas mandi2 ingat nak study untuk pbl petang tu tapi bleh terlelap balik sambil baca buku tu. well u know me. luckily, petang tu ade energy sket nak g pbl. cuaca pun x berapa panas so kurang sket sakit kepala tu. batuk2 still x stop n dah start running nose lak. jelita pun start fikir yang bukan2 " adakah ini swine flu a.k.a A(h1n1) tu". nauzzubillah hi min zalik. minta jauhkan. harap maklum jelita x makan ek makhluk haram tu.

cerita pasal swine flu ni tetibe teringat masa jalan2 kat midvalley aritu. my brother in law tanya ape maksud dah sampai level 5? (ada sape2 nak tlg jawab). jelita dengan yakin memberikan jawapan yang pada pandangan jelita tidaklah tepat langsung. dan jika di jawab untuk exam memang xkan diberi markah kesian pun (suka ati aku je reka2 fact)

mungkin kerana pening kepala yang masih ada bisa2nya jelita mula bercerita merepek di sini. before stop jelita nak pesan supaya banyakkan minum air coz sekarang ni sangatlah panas. kurangkan air berais. pesanan untuk diri jelita juga. next time i'll try citer pasal A(H1N1) plak itupun kalu sempat do the research la k. so bolehla jawab soklan my brother in law tu dengan tepat dan padat gitu. until then, muhasabah la diri. sakit itu Allah beri untuk menghapuskan dosa2 kita. moga sakit itu mendekatkan lagi kita denganNya. InsyaAllah.

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