Everytime

818 AM

setiap kali nak balik rumah berdebar2
sampai rumah terus happy hilang berdebar2
nanti nak balik melaka balik berdebar2 lagi
sebab apa?
sebab setiap kali naik bas berdebar2
cam cautious gila
takut tersalah naik bas la
takut tetiba tiket bas dah abih ke apa
takut tersesat otw nak g stesen bas
dah camne skang
balik awal la
lagipun dah x boleh study duk melaka
kelas pun malas nak pergi dah
so decided
balik rumah petang ni jugak.
sorry kengkawan saya memang pemalas tahap gaban skang
harap2 lepas balik rumah jadi rajin balik
sekian.

nota kaki: teruja untuk berjumpa kanak2

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

You Spell BITCH!

1:09 AM

next week d last week for A&E posting. overall besh and rasa cam pergi camping wih a lot of LDK. even sebenarnya xde latihan pun. but few days ago cam ada benda cam hampeh jd. arini dah x ingat sangat wat happen tapi kalau fikir rasa cam menyampah gila.

someone in d A&E. agaknya dia rasa hebat sangat kot. ok fine kitorang memang tidakllah berfungsi sangat dalam tu kan but HELLO ingat kitorang ni apa. perlukah memerli orang bila mahu minta tolong and please la even kalau kitorang ni malas sangat pun nak g A&E tu we all tahu lagi kot nak wat A&E. macam la final year ni baru 1st time kitorang jumpe mesin ECG tu kan. baru senior berapa tahun je kot tak payah la nak kecoh kot. dah engkau grad oversea apa ingat engkau yang paling hebat. walaupun saya memang x hebat tapi tidak perlulah anda jadi begitu BIATCHY ok?

its already noon and we all were ready tu balik dah pun when manusia ni ask us
"boleh tolong watkan ECG x untuk patient ni? (sila baca dengan gaya Oh My Gucci fazura k)
" owh boleh2. patient mana?" saya yang baik hati bertanya
"u all final year kan? tu guna dat machine" hello ingat kitroang ni x tau ke itu machine ECG
" aah" jawab dengan rasa ko tolong jgn bitchy sgt bleh x
" u all dah kat sini for a few days dah kan. kalau x reti wat ECG tu macam x guna la kan"
Oh My Gucci. seriously. tolong jangan look down on other people and bajet u sangat hebat. ok gelimat aku. like derrr.

saya bukanlah berniat mahu menghina atau memaki hamun sesiapa di sini. and i dun even mention a name here eventhou i know dia x baca my blog kan. but silalah ambail pengajaran. janganlah terlalu pandang ke atas sampai batu kat kaki pun x nampak. nanti kalau jatuh bangun sendiri la wei. ntah pape perumpamaan ni. haha.

~penghargaan untuk cik nat~

nota kaki: friends lets us be a "good" ho when we graduated later k.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Salam Maal Hijrah

12:52 PM

salam maal hijrah. marilah kita berhijrah menjadi lebih baik. insyaAllah. video kat bawah ni memang tiada kaitan ok. saja letak sebab suka lagu ni. cerita dia biasa2 aje.

nota kaki: pemergiannya tidak dikesali tetapi ketiadaannya sangat meninggalkan kesan

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

C.I.N.T.A

3:01 AM

Cinta adalah kekuatan yang mampu
Mengubah duri jadi mawar
Mengubah cuka jadi anggur
Mengubah sedih jadi riang
Mengubah amarah jadi ramah
Mangubah musibah jadi muhibbah
Itulah cinta

~Ayatul Husna

Sekalipun cinta telah kuuraikan dan ku jelaskan panjang lebar,
Namun jika cinta kudatangi
Aku jadi malu pada keterangan ku sendiri
Meskipun lidahku telah mampu menguraikan
Namun tanpa lidah, cinta ternyata lebih terang
Sementara pena begitu tergesa-gesa menuliskannya
Kata-kata pecah berkeping-keping begitu sampai kepada cinta
Dalam menguraikan cinta, akal terbaring tak berdaya
Bagaikan keldai terbaring dalam lumpur
Cinta sendirilah yang menerangkan cinta dan percintaan

~Anna Althafunnisa

nota kaki: takziah kepada Teh Afifah. Allah lebih mencintai suamimu. Al-Fatihah

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Hikmah Di Sebalik Kejadian

6:52 PM

masa last semester holiday, other than pergi elektif, almost 2 weeks la jugak duk umah goyang kaki. and kerana tiada pekerjaan tetap di rumah selain dari tengok tv, banyak masa dihabiskan dengan berfikir (atau lebih tepat berangan). and one thing yang tetibe rasa cam bersyukur masa tu is 'ada hikmah disebalik kejadian'. rasanya x payah la disebut apakah kejadian tu tapi somehow i guess it make me become someone else. maybe worse or maybe better. suatu hari tu macam tetiba ada satu feeling yang datang yang buat rasa sangat lega for all the things that happened. bila duduk lepak dengan mak petang2 sambil tengok tv i guess i start to understand it better. sekarang even the smallest thing that happen i like to think that way. "mesti hikmah di sebalik semua ni". okla mesti pening kan. jelita bagi contoh la ek.

contoh 1

sehari sebelum balik melaka, jelita mesej one friend ajak lepak kat kl and surprisingly the reply is "sape ni?" kerana jelita seorang yang berfikiran jauh so jelita x reply mesej tu. and the result is jelita sampai melaka pukul 1 lebih ahad tu. so sepetang tu jelita mengemas bilik yang macam tongkang pecah dengan intensifnya. nampak x hikmah kejadian ni. even x dapat lepak ngn member xpe la coz kalu x konfim hari isnin pun jelita x leh nak tido dalam bilik tu lagi.

contoh 2

mula2 rasa malas sangat nak pergi elektif awal2 coz sume orang x start lagi masa tu but guess wat jelita habis awal. so masa mak nak g haji jelita dah ada kat rumah. xke hikmah itu sangat besh.even duduk rumah lama2 menyebabkan perasaan malas nak balik kolej membuak2. one day masa jelita bermandi manda dengan my sis, die pun cakap the same thing. ada hikmah jugak semua ni kalau x mesti susah sekarang ni. sigh. xtau ape perasaan masa tu. sedih, lega bercampur baur.but alhamdulillah.


so after all these, jelita tought jelita dah jumpe hikmah di sebalik kejadian tu. lega rasanya. tapi why arini bila i go back 'there' tetibe timbul satu perasaan pelik. i dunno if dat is wat people 'rindu' or just 'im still stuck there'. whatever it is there is one thing for sure semua tu is history. i will never go back there again! fullstop.

nota kaki: tak mungkin kerana sayang-alyah. jika kita berhenti hari ini, kita takkan apa yang esok akan sajikan untuk kita. be glad we not given up.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Dont Give Up

420 PM

jelita wont be writing here for a while coz im off to kota bharu tonight. ecece dah2 x payah nak speaking cam hampeh dah.

In this proud land we grew up strong
We were wanted all along
I was taught to fight, taught to win
I never thought I could fail

No fight left or so it seems
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
Ive changed my face, Ive changed my name
But no one wants you when you lose

Dont give up
cos you have friends
Dont give up
Youre not beaten yet
Dont give up
I know you can make it good

Though I saw it all around
Never thought I could be affected
Thought that wed be the last to go
It is so strange the way things turn

Drove the night toward my home
The place that I was born, on the lakeside
As daylight broke, I saw the earth
The trees had burned down to the ground

Dont give up
You still have us
Dont give up
We dont need much of anything
Dont give up
cause somewhere theres a place
Where we belong

Rest your head
You worry too much
Its going to be alright
When times get rough
You can fall back on us
Dont give up
Please dont give up

got to walk out of here
I cant take anymore
Going to stand on that bridge
Keep my eyes down below
Whatever may come
And whatever may go
That rivers flowing
That rivers flowing

Moved on to another town
Tried hard to settle down
For every job, so many men
So many men no-one needs

Dont give up
cause you have friends
Dont give up
Youre not the only one
Dont give up
No reason to be ashamed
Dont give up
You still have us
Dont give up now
Were proud of who you are
Dont give up
You know its never been easy
Dont give up
cause I believe theres the a place
Theres a place where we belong

 

 

 

 

seriusly lagu ni langsung x besh. korang sume tolong jangan dengar tapi saja nak letak lirik die kat sini. i hope it give some inspiration. manipal inspired by life. cetpodah. dear frens be strong.

nota kaki: im not good at words thats why i always use song.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Wish Myself Well

12:05 AM

jelita tidaklah kurang sihat. kalau pun ada maybe dari segi mental sahaja. did you know

What does it means to live in one's own skin?

it means to be comfortable, satisfied with yourself, who you are, the way your life is.is this sound sweet? i dunno.

and anybody know katie herzig? i dunno russian, dutch or juz an american maybe. but i love this song. and dun ask me why all of the sudden im writing in english here. i will back to normal soon. i wish.

nota kaki: feel like years x tulis blog. gedik ok.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Balik Kampung

4:42 PM

at last dapat balik rumah. even sekejap je. but this maybe 2nd last time balik before exam. raya harap2nye dapat la balik. dah la tak beli pun tiket nak balik. ade ke patut macam tu. actually banyak sangat nak cerita cot cet kat sini tapi sekejap lagi maybe intan dah sampai. so xleh buat entry panjang2. nowadays memang busy sket lagi2 dah nak dekat exam ni. tambah2 lagi dah nak dekat dengan end posting surgery. keje bertimbun2 sampai rasa malas nak buat dah. pape pun balik kampung tanam jagung tu penting. hehe. ok daa~

nota kaki: selamat hari merdeka untuk semua.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Tag Adik Manis

12:02AM

 jelita dah mengantuk sebab dah malas nak siapkan case surgery yang berlambak2 tu so konon2nya untuk menghilangkan ngantuk jom la jawab tag ni. even jelita ni sebenarnya malas nak jawab tag2 orang tapi yang ni buat la jugak supaya hilang ngantuk. jelita telah di tag oleh adik manis. sapekah itu biar jelita je yang tau.

1. Beside ur lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?

mata? cam cute je cam dalam citer pride tu.

2. How did u feel when u woke up this morning?

malasnye nak bangun coz malas nak tulis case surgery!!

3. Who was the last person / people you took photo with?

tak ingat la. maybe pak utih kot. haha.

4. Would u consider urself spoiled?

ofcos not. im good.

5. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

not really sure. che wan kot. he claimed he is my besfren. haha

6. Do you want someone to be dead?

patut ke berkemahuan camtu. xnak la.

7. What does your last text message say?

changes of plan. we join C1 at melaka class with prof Sen. ya Allah malasnye jelita nak pergi kelas ni.

8. What are you thinking right now ?

bile nak siap case surgery ni. x larat nak fikir dah.

9. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

im fine to be alone in my room now. no need anybody else. cis ayat bongkak

10. What was the time you went to bed last night ?

kul 12 kot. lepas isyak tertido dengan telekung2 skali.

11. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

im not wearing tee. pakai kaftan je beli masa g kelantan lepak ngn elida dulu.

12. Is someone on your mind right now?

xde sape kot. x dpat fikir otak penat.

13. Who was the last person who text you ?

vikram la kot yang bg mesej change of plan tu.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz

xtau la nak tag sape. sape2 nak wat buat la tapi nak letak la jugak nama kat cni.

1. Bayani

2. Kak Fyd

3. Kak Pah (saja gedik nak letak nama kak pah)

4. Rahim aka banji

5. Rashid (even aku tau ko xkan buat)

6. Ilyani aka kesayangan

7. Kak Dina 

8. Shida (mesti bosan skang dah nk balik msia kan)

9. Hyuuga (sebab xtau dah nak letak nama sape)

10. Izza Montel

14. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

Fizo Omar kot xpun Fahrin Ahmad

15. Is no.3 a male or a female?

female

16. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?

nope coz kak dina dah jadi tunangan orang

17. What is no.1 studying about?

tengah study obg kot takut Dr Som dah mark. haha.

18. When was the last time you chatted with them?

x payah nak chat2 jupe face to face lagi senang.

19. Is no.4 single?

yeah! n only available after finish mbbs. ni ayat beliau sendiri. x caya tanya la die.

20. Say something about no. 2.

my rumate. sangat obses dengan sarip dol kampung dusun. tapi masih setia pada Fizo Omar.

21. What do you think about no.3 & no.5 being together?

Kak pah ngn rashid? haha. ok jugak kot. syariza jangan marah aku.

22. Describe no.9.

nak describe ape ek. mat bunga. xtau la. nak kenal beliau pergi la sini.

23. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?

kak dina gaduh ngn yani ke. alahai xtau la teman nak buat ape. bagi nasihat la kot. jelita kan baek hati. hehe.

24. Do you like 8?

suka...sebab shida budak baek. rindu dengan dia.

25. How about 10?

izza montel. montel tu special jelita sorang je yang boleh panggil camtu. minah kepoh sorang ni berjiwa besar. trust me.

habis pun soklan die. hilang dahla ngantuk jelita. nak sambung wat case ke ek?

nota kaki: sila hargai masa anda. jangan suke membazir x tentu pasal.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Messages From A Stranger

2: 59 PM

fyi, kejadian ni berlaku about a month ago. di satu petang yang nyaman, dikala jelita bermalas2 x ingat dah tengah watpe masa tu. tetibe handepon yang x canggih tu berbunyi intro Aku Mau by Once. selepas jelita berfikir2 dan cube nak try kot boleh ingat balik siapa punye no tu, jelita pun baca la mesej die (sebab x boleh recall pun sapa punye no).

S: stranger
J: jelita

S: hai watpe tu? (dalam otak jelita time ni dah start fikir, sapelah nak mengorat berkenalan guna taktik kuno ni.dahla salam ape pun x bagi. hehe. tau2 memang perasan sungguh)
J: siapa ni? sory xde dlm phone book. (sungguh bajet menjawab soklan. menggatal melayan gak kan.hehe)
S: alaa. kawan ko la. muni rosli (bukan nama sebenar)
J: muni rosli mana ni? ingat aku ade member muni baha (bukan nama sebenar) je. (dalam hati dah sumpah2 apsal minah bukan mamat. haha. memang gatal merenyam)
S: hah betul la tu. ko ade no muni baha x? ( pening gile dah jelita time ni. dahtu ko ni siapa?)
Jelita send jugak no muni baha yang cam dah bape tahun lepas punye.
J: ape yang betulnye? ko ni sape? aku ade no lama je. xtau la die guna lagi ke x no ni.
S: owh. ko ade kontek die x?
J: lama dah x kontek. ni siapa? (still x puas hati tapi layan jugak). die dah keje kot skang.
S: owh. die amik kos ape? die blaja mn dulu?
J: x igt la die amik kos ape. kat usm penang.

lepas mesej tu die x reply lagi mesej jelita. so jelita pun malas nak amik port dah. terus terlupe pasal mesej2 tu. tapi adela jugak jelita check on my facebook ade ke kawan nama muni rosli. xde. yang ade pun muni baha n munira ahmad (sape ntah die ni). a few days after that, jelita dapat mesej kat facebook from my frens muni baha asking for my fon number. so jelita pun bagila kan member dah lama x kontek ni.

and on the very same day, muni baha called me. cube korang sume teka ape yang terjadi sebenarnye? muni baha told me ade orang mesej die thru number yang i bg kat budak muni rosli tu. n no tu skang adik die yg guna. n cube korang guess ape budak tu cakap bile muni baha tanya siapa die ni.

"ni che'ah taayah. kawan ko dulu"

ok korang sila berfikir sekarang. siapakah minah or mamat or siapa2 xde jantina ni. wessss suke2 ati mengaku jadi diriku yang jelita k. banyak sangat ke cantek ko nak sama ngan jelita. mula2 tu memang agak terkejut. but muni baha citer panjang gile. about a week jugak muni baha berbalas2 mesej dengan si muni rosli yang claim die adalah che'ah. korang tau x si che'ah tiruan ni siap cerita die dah bertunang dengan sorang pilot ni (kalu che'ah betul dapat pilot besh gak. haha). and akan kahwin x lama lagi. wth. wah muni baha pun ape lagi excited gile la kan dengar kawan baek dulu2 dah nak kawen skang. hoho. time ni sebenarnye jelita dah start gelak guling2. serius lawak kot budak ni. korang x rasa camtu ke? die siap tanya lelaki idaman muni baha jenis yang macam mana.

start dari tu muni baha dah rasa pelik. betul ke che'ah aka jelita yang bermesej dengan die ni? setahu beliau, jelita sangatlah x suke busy body hal orang lain, bersopan, pemalu, lemah lembut (hehe) sure xkan tanya stret to d point camtu. so muni baha pun tanya muni rosli lagi "siapa ni sebenarnye. bukan che'ah ni kan. baek cakap siapa?" kesian muni baha ok die takut dikenakan oleh member2 beliau macam dalam panggilan hangit hotfm tu. but after dat, muni rosli dah x reply dah mesej muni baha. maybe die dah takut coz muni baha dah tau yang die menipu. kesimpulannya, jelita pun xtau nak simpulkan ape. dunia ni memang pelik. ade gak orang camni kan. adoyai. megikut firasat jelita maybe muni rosli adalah seorang yang kurang kasih sayang dan memerlukan perhatian. sangat kesian ok n sangat lawak jugak. mari beramai2 gelak guling2. haha.

 

 

actually panjang cerita ni coz banyak lagi bende2 yang budak tu mesej ntah pape kat muni baha. tapi jelita pendekkan la coz korang pun sure dah x larat nak baca kan. hehe. sekian.

nota kaki: sorry muni coz aku terbagi no ko kat budak pelik tu.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Tak Sampai Sebulan Pun Lagi

11:44 PM

hari ini balik dari hospital muar sangatla penat. rasa cam nak tido je.tapi asyik terjaga coz takut terlajak tido kang terlepas pbl ngn Dr Veena plak kan. dahla die mood baek je arini kang x pasal2 ngamuk plak dia. ayat bajet cam murid kesayangan die je kan. haha. tapi yang jelita nak cerita ni sebenarnye pasal bende lain. balik dari hospital tu lepas buka pintu rumah, jalan nak sampai ke bilik, buka pintu bilik terus nampak ade parcel la atas meja. penat jugak la fikir apakah itu. yela kan sejak kejatuhan mata wang ringgit malaysia kat bskl ni jelita pun dah kurang nak online shopping. hehe. ekonomi merosot la katakan. fikir punye fikir barula teringat balik. hehe. tetibe cam segar sekejap. tapi sekejap jela coz memang cam lemah gile badan. lapar punye pasal. tapi korang cube teka apakah bende itu? jelita bagi hint la ek.

~sila perhatikan betul2. dah ade jawapan kat situ~

sambil senyum jelita pun buka la dat parcel. owh sungguh kecil saja. gedik gile cam xtau memang kecik pun. tapi ape yang jelita x sure lagi apakah kaler bende di dlm bekas kecik itu. seriusly dah x ingat ape kaler yang di order. okok bagi chance la. kasi close up sket. tapi gambar akan diblurkan supaya cam susah sket korang nak teka apakah itu (padahal tangan gigil time amik gambar. lapar beb). hehe.

~anyone have any idea? korang nampak x kaler die dalam tu ape?~

nak bagi jawapan ke x ni? bagila ek. actually last month kot jelita order color contact lens. skang baru dapat. n dah bape minggu dah jelita hanya pakai spec g kelas coz contact lens before dis ade prob. rasa cam dah lama gile x pakai lens. rupenye x sampai sebulan pun lagi. hehe. sukenye bleh kalerkan mata lagi. orang lain sibuk nak kaler rambut kan tapi xpela jelita sibuk nak kalerkan mata. haha. tapi x ingat la kaler ape yang diorder. cam x lawa je kaler die. huahuahua. ni nyesal ni order kaler pelik2.

nota kaki : konfim Dr Veena x cam lepas ni coz dah x pakai spec. yesss.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

I'm Back!!

11:23 AM

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt?

You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my girls

Boy, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love

Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you

You think that you know

You've made yourself cold

How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl

You're out of control

How could you let go?

Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I give you, take it away

You think material's the reason I came

If I had nothing would you want me to stay

You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

lirik lagu ini telah diubahsuai mengikut selera jelita. hehe.


nota kaki: at the end. this is all i got.there is no turning back.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~