Just Stand There

844 PM

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love her
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane
'Cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's Lois Lane, but when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snapped, "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em

It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you're best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know you 'cause today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, Baby, it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

Terus Hanyut

900 PM

pernah x kite dengar lagu apa2 pun kita translatekan lagu tu dari sudut ketuhanan. lagu cintan jiwang tangkap leleh semua pakai sapu korang view macam lagu nasyid. pernah x?..kalau x pernah nah amik lirik ni cube try define in islamic way. kalau korang berjaya sila belanja diri sendiri. kalau x berjaya sila denda diri sendiri macam kat Taayah dulu2 siapa lambat solat denda solat sunat rawatib setiap kali solat. itu denda korang xde orang nak check pun tapi ikut kejujuran korang sendiri. so pandai2 la ek.

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa


Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

~gambar gedik santai nebby kawen~

nota kaki: selamat pengantin baru nebby. kamu sangat santek tadi~

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Fall In Love Again

142 PM

thats pretty. i like that ~ adam lambert. eventho i dont really like lambert but tim u rox!

nota kaki: you can only trust one type of people in this world - dead people.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Speechless

1;15 AM

nota kaki: i dont have any heart or tears left to offer you ~ lee daegil

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Budi Narul Itji Marayo

937 PM

malas nak study maka inilah hasilnya. ambik ko.





We've loved each other
Though we're parting now.
Still, different places share a single heaven
Please don't forget me

At the cold wind's touch
The sound of your laughter
And your eyes where I was mirrored
Come back to me.
I weep and weep still more for loneliness.

My lips were frozen,
So I couldn't speak these words:

We've loved each other
Though we're parting now.
Still, different places share a single heaven
Please don't forget me

Tears sealed my lips.
So I couldn't speak these words:

We've loved each other
Though we're parting now.
Still, different places share a single heaven
Please don't forget me.

The one who turned aside clutching her heart
as she sent you away,
do you maybe realize
that was none other than me?

Since that was so, give me your love.
Still, different places share a single heaven,
Please some day come back to me.

We've loved each other
Though we're parting now.
Still, different places share a single heaven
Please don't forget me

nota kaki: sempat menonton adnan sempit last monday even seat 4th row dr depan.kagum aku full house tu.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Salam Maal Hijrah

12:52 PM

salam maal hijrah. marilah kita berhijrah menjadi lebih baik. insyaAllah. video kat bawah ni memang tiada kaitan ok. saja letak sebab suka lagu ni. cerita dia biasa2 aje.

nota kaki: pemergiannya tidak dikesali tetapi ketiadaannya sangat meninggalkan kesan

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Please Please

2:40 PM

dah almost a week start new sem. yeah. and guess what nex monday dah ada block test. yeah bravo2 syabas bete. tersangat kagum dengan kesungguhan kolej ni memperbanyakkan test sejak dua mejak ni. ok la tu je nak bagi tau. and tetibe kan rasa cam nak menujukan lagu kepada kak aima. kak aima sila terharu. (mesti kak aima baca ni sambil confuse apsal nak tujukan lagu kat aku plak. haha.) jawapannya saja2 dah tetibe tertaip nama kak aima nak buat cmne kan. hehe.

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

nota kaki: i just want you to know that im moving on.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Nobody Win When Everyone's Losing

auto published entry


It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you
Wanted from me, and knowing
If I give that to ya
I might just disappear.

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

Oh, it's like

One step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind,

Oh, it's like

Trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe that's there's
No way out for you and me
And it seems to be,
The story of our life

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I can't change your mind, oh

It's like trying to turn around on a
One way street. I can't give
You what you want and it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
That maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.

It's like one step forward
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad
And I, can't change your mind, oh

It's like tryin to turn around
On a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me and I,
I finally see,
Baby that we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward,
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
You're always mad,
And I, Baby I'm sorry to see,
Maybe that we're not meant to be











nota kaki: i fall in love with my stereo

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Dont Give Up

420 PM

jelita wont be writing here for a while coz im off to kota bharu tonight. ecece dah2 x payah nak speaking cam hampeh dah.

In this proud land we grew up strong
We were wanted all along
I was taught to fight, taught to win
I never thought I could fail

No fight left or so it seems
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
Ive changed my face, Ive changed my name
But no one wants you when you lose

Dont give up
cos you have friends
Dont give up
Youre not beaten yet
Dont give up
I know you can make it good

Though I saw it all around
Never thought I could be affected
Thought that wed be the last to go
It is so strange the way things turn

Drove the night toward my home
The place that I was born, on the lakeside
As daylight broke, I saw the earth
The trees had burned down to the ground

Dont give up
You still have us
Dont give up
We dont need much of anything
Dont give up
cause somewhere theres a place
Where we belong

Rest your head
You worry too much
Its going to be alright
When times get rough
You can fall back on us
Dont give up
Please dont give up

got to walk out of here
I cant take anymore
Going to stand on that bridge
Keep my eyes down below
Whatever may come
And whatever may go
That rivers flowing
That rivers flowing

Moved on to another town
Tried hard to settle down
For every job, so many men
So many men no-one needs

Dont give up
cause you have friends
Dont give up
Youre not the only one
Dont give up
No reason to be ashamed
Dont give up
You still have us
Dont give up now
Were proud of who you are
Dont give up
You know its never been easy
Dont give up
cause I believe theres the a place
Theres a place where we belong

 

 

 

 

seriusly lagu ni langsung x besh. korang sume tolong jangan dengar tapi saja nak letak lirik die kat sini. i hope it give some inspiration. manipal inspired by life. cetpodah. dear frens be strong.

nota kaki: im not good at words thats why i always use song.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Wish Myself Well

12:05 AM

jelita tidaklah kurang sihat. kalau pun ada maybe dari segi mental sahaja. did you know

What does it means to live in one's own skin?

it means to be comfortable, satisfied with yourself, who you are, the way your life is.is this sound sweet? i dunno.

and anybody know katie herzig? i dunno russian, dutch or juz an american maybe. but i love this song. and dun ask me why all of the sudden im writing in english here. i will back to normal soon. i wish.

nota kaki: feel like years x tulis blog. gedik ok.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY KNOWS~

Apa Saya Buat Bila Dah Nak Exam?

10:23 PM

dah boleh kira dengan jari berapa hari je lagi tinggal until raya exam final. huahua. so what are my preparation?

• release tension. tonton muvi besh.

 

              

•   gedik layan series melayu. wadi unung. so ari2 pun korang dengar jelita nyanyi lagu siti melawan kesepian.

 

•  g shopping raya. even balik raya sehari je.tudung raya dah beli padahal baju raya pun xde lagi. kasut pun dah ready. gila ape.

 

• masa untuk study. nampak je cam rajin padahal otak kosong. camne wei nak g exam ni.

 nota kaki: tahniah to kak milah for safely delivered a baby boy on 090909. cantik btol date tu...

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Hantu Night Posting

1:05AM

sepanjang minggu ni from monday sampai friday, jelita was supposed to have night posting for surgery posting kat emergency and trauma department aka A&E. but selasa xde coz class kat campus je and jumaat plak jelita wat cuti sendiri dah malas nak stay kat ctu sampai kul 9 malam everynite. poyo gile je doktotr2 kat ctu rilek je kan. haha. apsal panjang plak intro ni. hehe

okla actually nak cerita on last thursday nite tu only jelita and jannah je girl yang ade. and sungguh bertuah coz dis college anta bus sekolah max muatan 44 orang tu untuk amik kitorang yang berdue kan. selalunye van je yang datang amik but x tau la nape malam tu bus yang datang. so jelita pun terus amik seat on d 2nd row coz nak tido sambil baring2 wat cam bus tu aku yang punya. malu la nak baring betul2 belakang pakcik driver kan. hehe. saya kan jelita. so baring tutup mata berusaha nak tido even sepanjang hari pun asyik tido je.

after lebih kurang 15 mins bus dah gerak tetibe gedebuk!! ade bunyi bende jatuh xtau dari mana. tapi yang sure bunyi tu memang dari dalam bus. so pakcik pun dah jelnguk2 kat belakang nak cari ape yang terjatuh tu. jelita pun terus x jadi nak tido and terjenguk2 la jugak nak tengok ape yang jatuh. but luckily kitorang x jupe ape2. lucky ke tu? tapi coz lampu sume pun terpadam n bus sangat gelap kitorang pun stop cari. sampai satu jalan tu tetibe jam la plak. pelik btol boleh jam jalan kul 10 malam ni. dah la kat muar je pun. so pakcik pun take this time bukak lampu n cari ape barang yang jatuh tu. jelita pun bersama2 la cari gak. sebenarnye jelita cari cam xnak cari je coz takut kalau duk jenguk2 kat bawah seat tu tetibe nampak ade kepala orang ke ade kaki orang ke. wahhhh larikk. sangat takut ok. dah la jelita duk paling belakang even 2nd row je. huhu. tapi buat berani je and rupe2nye jalan jam sebab ade accident kat depan tu. dah cuak gak takut kot ade road block ke ape jelita ic pun xde. haha. ade muka indon ke jelita ni? haha. okok serius ni. jelita nampak la ade satu mayat bertutup ngan kain pelekat petak2 kat tepi jalan. innalillah. ade orang mati rupenye accident tu.dahla tengah takut2 ape bende yang gedebuk tu tengok ade accident plak. suspen betol la. xtau accident ape. and terus je sambung tido balik. haha. cam hampeh je.

and petang tadi diri sendiri telah teraccident bersama cik fidiey and cik nat. lemah jantung tengok motor tu jatuh tergolek2 depan mata. ok motor tu yang salah ok. bukan kitorang. but alhamdulillah budak tu x mati ke kan. kalau x jelita and frens kena masuk jail ke? haha. apakah? teringat kat manipal dulu pun jelita pernah terlanggar orang. tapi motor dengan motor la. seb baek xde pape.


moral of the story berhati2 di jalan raya. hiduplah untuk memberi makna kepada orang lain. wah sangat baek. apekah entry ni. sket pun xde citer hantu. adalah sape kata xda. jelita nak pesan sila jangan jadi hantu di jalan raya. x mau2.so korang layan jela lagu lenka ni ek. skang jelita tengah layan lenka. hee~

nota kaki: boleh jadi hantu ke siang2?

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Masih kah?

1:49 AM

tetibe cam gedik n rasa cam nak post kan new entry. tapi cam malas plak nak wat entry panjang2. heh~ gile banyak benda nak cerita sebenarnye tapi len kali la ek. tengah dengar lagu ni actually. so ape kata korang sume pun layankan sekali. sila muntah hijau. memang jiwang gile but jelita support malaysia music. yeah.

~gambar ini tiada motif ek.sila ambil tahu~

Masih - Lydias Diery

Masihkah ada cintamu
Seperti yang lalu
Terhadap diriku
Kau tak seperti dahulu

Maafkan diriku
Kernanya aku bersalah
Di manakah cinta sucimu
Di manakah cinta sucimu

Tiada cintamu padaku
Ku tahu ku bukannya lagi mimipi-mimpimu
Biarlah segala yang lalu
Lupakanlah segala memori cinta kita

Berlalu saja cinta kita
Berakhir saja cinta kita
Aku tak terbiasa
Aku tak biasa

Masihkah ada cintamu
Seperti yang lalu
Terhadap diriku
Kau tak seperti dahulu

Maafkan diriku
Kernanya aku bersalah
Di manakah cinta sucimu
Di manakah cinta sucimu

Tiada cintamu padaku
Ku tahu ku bukannya lagi mimipi-mimpimu
Biarlah segala yang lalu
Lupakanlah segala memori cinta kita

Tiada cintamu padaku
Ku tahu ku bukannya lagi mimipi-mimpimu
Biarlah segala yang lalu
Lupakanlah segala memori cinta kita

Berlalu saja cinta kita
Berakhir saja cinta kita
Aku tak biasa
Aku tak biasa




nota kaki: baru bangun tido n lapar gile!!

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

I'm Back!!

11:23 AM

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt?

You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my girls

Boy, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love

Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you

You think that you know

You've made yourself cold

How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl

You're out of control

How could you let go?

Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I give you, take it away

You think material's the reason I came

If I had nothing would you want me to stay

You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love

I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

lirik lagu ini telah diubahsuai mengikut selera jelita. hehe.


nota kaki: at the end. this is all i got.there is no turning back.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

I Wish

3:00 PM


Kate Nash-The Nicest Thing

All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something

I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style
I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars
Actually, I meant three

I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

All I know
Is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
I wish that we could see
If we could be something




layan2.. korang x suke jelita peduli ape. huhu.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Mengapa, Kenapa?

12:31 PM


aku bukanlah superman.
aku juga bisa menangis.







jika kekasih hatiku.
pergi meninggalkan aku.




nota kaki: lalalala. sila sedar diri.

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Shhhh

3:21 PM

really in unstable mood. tension sangat2. ntah pape ntah.

Begitu banyak cerita
Ada suka ada duka
Cinta yang inginku tulis
Bukanlah cinta biasa
Dua keyakinan beza
Masalah pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin dia ragu
Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya
Cintaku bukan diatas kertas
Cintaku getaran yang sama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerna kuyakin ada jawabnya
Andai ku bisa merubah semua
Hingga tiada orang terluka
Tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapNya
Janji terikat setia
Masa merubah segala
Mungkin dia kan berlalu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa
Diriku hanya insan biasa
Miliki naluri yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Jiwa ku sering saja berkata
Andai ku mampu ulang semula
Ku pasti tiada yang curiga
Kasih kan hadir tiada terduga
Hanya yakin menunggu jawapan



nota kaki: juz realized dat cintaku bukan cinta biasa

~EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT NOBODY REALLY CARES~

Cahaya

2:55 PM

Nur Kasih-Yasin

Lewat ini ku rasakan
Kasih kian ku dambakan
Resah hati yang ku pendam
Pada takdir dan harapan

Detik waktu dan suratan
Siapa tahu ketentuan
Ku mencari cahayanya
Dalam bayang kegelapan

Nur kasih
Nur kasih

Nasib hidup dan pilihan
Lain hukum setiap insan
Mengharapkan perjalanan
Dalam maya kesamaran

Nur kasih
Nur kasih

Aku kembali kerana masih
Mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi

Ooo kasih
Nur kasih
Oh nur kasih
Nur kasih

Aku kembali kerana
Masih mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti
Janji suci yang abadi

Nur nur ya nur kasih
Nur ya nur kasih
Nur nur kasih
Nur kasih





~ERTI HIDUP PADA MEMBERI~

Pergi

7:11 PM


this is a not so old song. it means a lot to me. sigh again.

nota kaki: sakitnya aku membencimu. sakit lagi mencintaimu-bencinta

~ERTI HIDUP PADA MEMBERI~

Falling Slowly

9:47 PM


jelita is currently listening to this song. kris allen rox!! sorry to adam lambert's fans. haha.

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

~ERTI HIDUP PADA MEMBERI~